Annoyed
I woke up annoyed today
Annoyed my period came
And today is not mark on my cycle calendar
Annoyed that my nephew took too long in the bathroom
Causing me to rush to the downstair bathroom
That had no toilet paper
Annoyed that my sister complained
That i made the kids oatmeal too hard
When i burned my hand 3 times
Trying to make it just right
Annoyed that i was late to work
And when i got there
A co-worker had to point it out
Annoyed that her hair
Does not blend in
And her lips are always chapped
Annoyed at myself for thinking negatively
Because I don’t want to be that kind of woman anymore
Annoyed that my office chair has a crook
And that i just now noticed it
That explains my back pain
Annoyed with the simple questions
And paperwork that i just don’t feel like doing
Annoyed that i am complaining about a job
When so many are starving to have one
Annoyed at my ungratefulness
But also annoyed that you are holding it over me
I am annoyed that my vacation is over
I miss the beach
Ocean waves washing over me
Cleansing me
A release
I am annoyed
Annoyed at my messy room
And the fact i don’t have the energy
Nor patience to clean it
Annoyed at my laziness
Annoyed with my stomach
That sometimes i love it
And other times i hate it
I am annoyed at my inconsistencies
My contradictions
I am annoyed
I am annoyed that
I am struggling
I feel like I should be
On already
That my peers have accomplished
More than me in half the time
With more discipline than I
I am annoyed that I am playing catch-up
I have said this before
But i truely feel like i am floating
I want to be stable and self-sufficient already
I am annoyed
I am annoyed at distractions
I am annoyed that your stupid smile is etched into my thoughts
I am annoyed at my fear of you
I am annoyed that you are here
So close to my space
I am annoyed at my comfort level with you
I am annoyed at my openess with you
I am annyoed that i even included you in these lines
I am annoyed
I am annoyed that i am even on here
I am annoyed at my life right now
So tonight
My pen shall run dry
Annoyances translated
And hopefully related to
Me sharing thoughts
Through video that speak
For me
Or words from me
Verbal Therapy.
